In the spiritual scene is repeatedly spoken of light and love. And often light and love are associated with “the good”. People say: “You are light and love,” and actually mean “You are a good person.”
For me, this has never suited. Something just felt wrong. I have been unable to identify myself with light and love. Only lately I had a conversation with the Archangel Lucifer and he gave me the following thoughts:
It is important to look at things carefully. What does the darkness do? What are the qualities of the dark? People have poor eyesight in the dark. The darkness is therefore uncertain. No one knows what there is hiding in the obscurity.
In humans, the experience is stored that “evil” often operates in the dark, so that it remains undetected, remains hidden. So there is a link in the human feeling between dark and what they call evil. But the darkness is not evil. It is dark. It ensures that things are concealed and do not enter into human consciousness.
And so _ the polarity of good and evil is a flower of darkness. For a human being who tries to be a good person, has forgotten who he really is. He is the whole. He is the Everything. In the human being is contained everything. And he wants to be whole he can not be good, because if he’s whole, then he is both: good and evil. A person can only be whole when he acknowledges that, if he acknowledges that both – the offender and the victim – are beings of darkness.
When a human brings light into the darkness, thus directs his awareness to the spaces in himself that lie hidden in the dark, then he can realize that he is both. As long as people associate light with the good, they can not be light. Because the light perceives that both lies in human nature. And this way it is with love.
Love is a synonym for all. It includes everything and just loves it all. It loves the good as well as evil. Because it is the good and the evil.
A person who loves the Everything, also loves both: both the good as well as what he calls the evil. A person who loves, thus a person who is aware of the love he anyway is, feels good, because he can embrace and is not in resistance. He excludes nothing and feels great. A person who loves, can not help but also to love himself from the ground up: his good and his evil sides and aspects, because he knows he is all that Everything.
After I perceived this thoughts of Lucifer, I could identify myself with light and love for the first time. Because if light and love are free of projections they bring remembrance into oblivion and acceptance in the rejection. And yes, this is what I am too.
I just made a shamanic journey for a friend of mine yesterday. She had forgotten how cosmic freedom and wideness feel. So I have taken her inside of me and made me expansive. I was so big and wide that I had billions of galaxies inside of me. The earth was no longer visible, and yet I could feel it. The earth was tiny, yet very present with all its beautiful and cruel aspects, with all its humans and fights. And while I let my sight wander through the universe together with my friend within me, once more I was very aware that it just does not make sense, not simply to love all that. For all that am I. And for what reason, I should not love me? This feeling is truly divine.
In this sense, Lucifer and I indeed wish you love and light.
PS: I want to clarify what I mean by "truth". I take every single person as a creator, so also as a creator of reality. Thus, there is not one truth, but at least as many truths as there are humans. And to be more exact, we are creating the whole truth new in every second. So I request you to accept, what I write here, as what it is: my truth. If it brings you knowledge, confirmation or anything like that, I am pleased. If not, just forget it again confidently. Please forgive me for my English mistakes. I am German, and do my best! I am also happy about corrections.